So, uhm hey.....
I'm just still staying strong at the moment. I really can't get over him.... It's so hard, I swear. Everything that I do just reminds me of him, it's so hard to go through life like this. I went for a morning jog with one of my best friend today, I told him about what happened between both of us. I was all "Oh whatever, we're over anyway pfsh I don't care" and he said "By the way you talk, you act, it's so obvious that you still have feelings for him. Stop acting, stop trying, he's not worth it." Wow, he understands me. No one noticed but him... Oh and hay it's my first time smoking a vapor it's pretty addictive. Well, just fyi. Hm I really do miss him, I wanna talk to him but what will he say? He'll probably call me a desperate chick. Saw him tweeted "seeing you sad makes me sad..." how I wish that tweet was for me... I am so stupid, I tried so hard to move on, but I can't.
I love him, he's my life.
-Farah- 02/02/2013
